Good Morning friends.
I am nearly 3 hours away from being in the OR becoming a Mama of 2! It is crazy to think that life can be planned that way, but today I am thankful I can do it like this!
I really didn't have much trouble sleeping until 3am when I woke up thinking that I will be able to hear my daughter cry when she comes out and actually hold her and touch her, take pictures of her unlike having Charlie. It feels as if I am becoming a Mom for the first time all over again. Ryan and I will be able to experience firsts that we never got to with Charlie. It's a surreal feeling knowing that this is planned and some may not agree with it, but I couldn't ask for it any other way. I couldn't imagine going through what we went through with Charlie again.
I know there are always risks with having a child and the birthing process, but I have to say I am beyond happy with the doctors I found and how precautious and diligent they were with this pregnancy. It makes me feel so much better about to day and taking the route that we are.
During my NST yesterday, I was watching "A Baby Story," for the first time since I had Charlie. I have always been reluctant on watching it after giving birth to Charlie just because of the fact that I didn't see it fair that I didn't have that first experience of hearing my child cry, or being able to hold her for the first time, or getting that first snap shot of us as a family. But today I get to experience that with my husband knowing that our first child is doing great and so happy to become a big sister to Baby Cheeseburger.
Ryan and I are so excited to bring a new Daignault into the world and even more excited knowing that we are under the care of wonderful, knowledgeable doctors!
So here is to an exciting, nerve-racking, and joyous day welcoming Baby Cheeseburger into the world. Happy Birthday Baby Cheeseburger!
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